I keep falling but I pick myself back up again

I've learned a new beginning starts with one's failures
I've learned I can't keep promises
I've learned how to avoid thinking about my issues
I've learned I need to face them now and deal with new ones in the future
I've learned I really need to fight it day by day
I've learned all it takes is hard work
I've learned hard work is hard
I've learned a solitary life and a social life is hard to balance
I've learned God gives me both
I've learned prayer works when my heart truly is in the right place for it
I've learned God is a fair God
I've learned God is a Jealous God
I've learned that I don't know my scripture
I've learned that I need to fear God but don't know how
I've learned monumental change is only a delusion
I've learned its day to day, slow but steady
I've learned I need community
I've learned I am a member of a Church
I've learned I am a patient in a hospital full of sinners
I've learned I have in me all 7 deadly sins
I've learned I need to seek help in my brothers and sisters
I've learned I am weak
I've learned I can grow
I've learned I am growing
I've learned I am learning